Yanggaw (2008)

Yanggaw is a horror/suspense/drama film written and directed by Richard Somes. The dramatic storyline of this film is simply prolonged by the struggle of one family trying to defend a member of their kin who became a problem, prodigal and worse, a monster. I have seen a lot of movies like this, the aswang themes but this one is way different. This movie projects a point of view revolving on the drastic events upon the monster's own family. We used to see aswang movies and we would always conclude that they're harmful monsters and they should be feared, and we should get rid of them if one is immersing in our community. But this film was able to bring out the picture wherein we can instantly alter our perception about these monsters.  It shows how the monster suffer from this kind of infection. How she felt sick about it. How she wished she never became a monster who feed on human innards and blood and whatsoever. How she begged for death until her father has to decide to slaughter her for the sake of the town that has been piled up with corpses. This is not an aswang movie that you can see a monster transforming into a fiery animal. This one simply shows a monster with a hair in warlike disarray and fangs drenched in blood.




Yanggaw is a comparison to our society. The Filipino family has remained intact amidst problems. This one is a good example to that. The story is actually a metaphor to a family member having an addiction that affects the whole family making that member unwanted already. And the natural familial reaction takes place, whatever happens to a member there is still acceptance from the whole family.

 Yanggaw is definitely a new take on our local films. It has made me realize how shameful and rotten are Shake Rattle and Roll movies. Most horror films we have are inspired by The Ring. This film is extraordinary even if it is obviously low budgeted. The film hasn't used any computer generated visual effects. Richard Somes has succeeded to use the eerie atmosphere and it is effectively creepy. The twilight scenes gave me goosebumps-- frightening movements of leaves and the growl of the monster.

Multi-awarded stars like Ronnie Lazaro, Joel Torre, Tetchie Agbayani and breakthrough performance of Aleera Montalla tongue-tied me for having been so at ease with the hiligaynon dialect. The soft-spoken quality of the dialect has made the movie more genuine.

Im just hoping that our local film-makers can make more movies like this, a film that succeeds to define a myth not influenced by the Western flicks like vampires or zombies. This is originally a Filipino myth. Yes, this is a myth that is so bothersome when i was a kid. My granny used to tell me stories like this just to threaten me not to leave the house when twilight arrives. Yanggaw is what i proudly believe one of the finest breakthrough in the changing picture of the contemporary Philippine cinema.

Change for the Better

I’ve always thought that I could trust one specific individual…
hell, a group of individuals…
Today, I discovered that I am completely wrong.
Elimination is the only possible scenario.
Basically- expect a shit ton of changes around here.
Some of them are hard, most of them are harder than that.
I think that's life.

So, I’m hanging on, and doing all I can to push through.
I can look back on 1,000,000 instances in which I believed that nothing worse could happen.
This too shall pass- I have brilliant ideas, a great personality, and I will move on.
Soon, I’ll look back and this will be a non issue.

This is growing up.

My Fairytale :P

Since I was a kid, I’ve known I’d live a fairy tale life. A life full of smiles, and laughter, forehead kisses, late night talks, butterflies in my stomach, and falling in love, love which is so deep and intense and real that it’d be my safe harbor, and calm after a storm.

Everyone describes “that moment”, the one in which an individual reaches in, and touches your soul and you know that life couldn’t have landed you in a better place at a better time. You know, without a doubt that things are right.

I don’t typically tend to easily open my doors and let others in. I keep my distance…I hate being hurt. I am scared to get close.

I was never one to like the thought of “always” or “the one”, or “forever” but perfection exists right before me. When you touch me, I have weak knees and butterflies. When you look at me the way you do- I feel that I  could never be happier, more comfortable, or better protected.
All it takes is your arm on the small of my back. Or for you to brush by me, or stand close. You’ve made something complete.

I don’t need things.
I don’t want things.

I want love: I want a big love, with honor, and trust, and devotions.
I want a love that means we can call each other nicknames and still hold one another close.
I want to spend my cold nights snuggling to keep warm.
I want to make you smile, I want to be all you need.
I think you’re finally my fairy tale, all things happen for a  reason.

When I think about my future it includes you, it feels right, and  I cannot wait.
Each day from here on out I believe our story will begin to write itself.
“Ours” is a word not to be used casually. Our lives, our hopes, our fears, our dreams, our relationship…
“Ours” will now mean something.
“Ours” is the joining of our lives in ways we feel comfortable, they’ll be small at first, but they’ll grow…
This person belongs with me…
Why has God placed someone so perfect in my life?
Why do I feel so comfortable discussing the future with this person?
Why does it feel so right, so natural, so real?

I’m scared to death, because it has all happened, but I think that's how you know its for real…
A lot of people settle, they settle because they’ve been with someone for “x” number of years…”the one” shouldn’t grow on you, you know it from the start…
I’m going to go ahead and go out on a limb here and say that I’m not going to let fear stop me or slow me down.

Fear exists in everything…I was scared to fly- but I did it, scared to drive, but I can…scared to love, but I have, and I’m alive…
There isn’t one thing that I don’t feel comfortable sharing with him.
There isn’t one part of my soul I wouldn’t bare this instant if he were to ask.
This is me, take me, or leave me…
But I think eventually I’ll be a much better person because he has touched me.
I think i’ve found my fairy tale.

Never Failed to Amuse Me

Having an encounter with someone who is stoned, trying to act like they’re not stoned, and thinks that I’m falling for it.

This dude ,who used to be a neighbor for some weeks since I moved in , comes up to me at the flat's corridor and asks if he can get some cash by fixing the car tent.. I wanted to just laugh at his face. He was trying to act so legit and it was so funny. At least, get some Visine! Your eyes are freaking swollen red!

For anyone who smokes weed and thinks they do a good job of hiding it, you don’t. We all know.

If no one says anything, it’s probably just because they don’t want to bother. Or if you’re young and your parents haven’t said anything and you’ve been stoned in their presence, they either just don’t care or are too in denial to accept the possibility.

I’m not coming down on people who smoke weed. I did occasionally back in high school. I just think it’s hilarious when they think people are oblivious of it.

Before you can grow up, you must fall in love 3 times.

Before you can grow up, you must fall in love 3 times.
Once you must fall in love with your best friend, ruining your friendship forever. This will teach you who your true friends are, and the fine line between friendship and more.

Once you must fall in love with someone you believe to be perfect. You will learn that no one is perfect, and that you should never be treated as any less than you deserve.

And once you must fall in love with someone that is exactly like you. This will teach you about who you are, and who you want to be.

And when you’re through with all that, you learn that the people who care about you the most are the ones that you hurt, and the ones that hurt you are the ones that you needed the most.

But most of all, you learn that love is only a concept and is not something that can be defined, it is different to each person that experiences it. And you will learn to respect each and every person on this earth, knowing that everyone only wants to be loved.

Got it from here:
Languid Manners

LSS. What?!

21 GUNS

Green Day

Do you know what's worth fighting for,
When it's not worth dying for?
Does it take your breath away
And you feel yourself suffocating?
Does the pain weigh out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide?
Did someone break your heart inside?
You're in ruins.
One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky,
You and I
When you're at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul
Your faith walks on broken glass
And the hangover doesn't pass
Nothing's ever built to last
You're in ruins.
One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky,
You and I
Did you try to live on your own
When you burned down the house and home?
Did you stand too close to the fire?
Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone
When it's time to live and let die
And you can't get another try
Something inside this heart has died
You're in ruins.
One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky,
You and I

This is probably the best song Green Day has ever made. I love the message that the song conveys. Its heart-pounding/wrenching ever.  I love Billy Joe! i crush him, i heart him. Last Song Syndrome for me. Uhummmmmmmm.

Its Not Me, Its You!

I know you'll be goin' to read this.
Yeah, you pretty follow me wherever i go. You should get yourself
a car so you can keep up LOL. Oh, i forgot you have your skeletal bike.
Well, eat my dust.

Right now, my mind is gone. I mean its spinning round. Yeah, i dunno what's with the gross reddish brown color on my hair that makes it shine under teh sun. See? Im crazy.
I dunno WTH on earth i am saying now.
I bet you feel the same. how are you? did you try teh pick up line i've made for you?
did it work for her?
Pathetic.

You think i wouldn't be hurt when you told me you're dating a bitch?
You have too much ego, way too big for you and i want to perforate it like a balloon full of hot air. You're crazy.

Let me go.
I'm tired.
Im sick.

Don't call me Bibi. Call me Fonzi, like teh way you used to call me after
the night we met inside the bathroom in high school.

Alright.
Thanks for e'rything.
Buh-bye.
XOXO.

Constantly Fighting

I know its normal for lovers to have fights sometime. But if you fight over things that aren't really worth your while to even argue about, its pretty annoying. Last Wednesday we quarreled on text. I don't think we really fought, its just that i was kidding when he was serious, so he's kinda melancholic about it haha.

him: hi bibi how's u?
me: eto oki lng, watching news on tv  ^_^
him: inuman kmi ng tropa ko. sori cant go home early. aylabyu! :)
me: enjoy yourselves. aylabme too. XD
him: aylabyu. jan ka lng i shall return ok
me: yah, aylabme too. hehehe
him: wtf. siling k0 iluvu. an0ng i love me t0o man?
me: i love myself plus you love me. i soo like myself, Geeez! aheckz.
him: litse! telme kng galit ka. uwi na lng aq.
me: thanks ha.. feel ko ang swerte swerte ko tlga cuz u said u love me. i love me too. haha!
(He didn't reply)
me: oh wat it do bibi tahykz. nalunod ka na ba xa redhorz? tgal muh makreply ahhh
him: kainis ka kc iba na nirereply mo kass e.
me: whats wrong ba sa reply ko? arte mo ha
him: iluvu too lng gusto ko nga reply mo. ngaa lain na ya gnatext mo haw?
me: hay naku bolero numero uno ka.
him: d kta bnobola syet. anu ba tlga nraramdaman mo?
me: mahal kita. ang tanong: ako mahal mo ba?
him: tnatanong mo pa yan kass? nagdehydrate na ko sa kakasabi ng aylabyu sau ah!
me: uber ka. di ako nkkpagbiruan sau
him: lalo na ako. kass im siryus. ano ba sa tingin mo nararamdaman ko sau?
me: i dunno! matulog na ko. wag mo ko storbohin sa couch ka matulog bye!
him: (cry emoticon)

He wasn't able to go home that night. I tried to contact him but his phone was sort of turned off. i dunno...
I didn't go to work the next day. I waited for him to come home.
Finally, he showed up before dinner.God, he looked so unclean. He was wearing the same clothes he wore the time he left.
He sat on the couch, turned on the TV set. He was so quiet. He dropped the remote control on the table.

He stood up and went to the kitchen. I heard a shattering sound. Darn, he broke the water glass.

I walked, took a step at a time. At first, 'twas so easy for me but as i go on, i found myself fidgeting with my glasses as i move closer to him. I got clumsy, i felt awkward as i catch a glimpse of his dangerously stabbing looks. I felt like the ground that I'm walking on gets mutable. At first it was so rough that friction has helped me balance my steps then suddenly it became slippery and I'm trying to get a way out of it. Feels like I'm gonna stumble and fall from emotions i cant explain. (OA masyado) 

We have lived together for like almost two years already. He's a very great guy for me, at least. And i think i am so lucky to have him in my life. Just remembering the days back in high school, he was just a dream that is so impossible for me to reach. Now that i have him and he's all mine, seems like the good Lord has given me the best treat of my life.
 

But lately we often argue about nonsensical things. We often fight about DOTA, his vices, his shyness.. i understand that he cant brag about this relationship. i know this has to be always hidden.. i already know where to place myself. It just came to the point that i got tired and sick of away-bati, fighting over the tiniest things. Feels like anything i do is a mistake and feels like im not appreciated. Sometimes I think we're done arguing but later on I'll find myself throwing objects upon him cause he just wont shut up.
 
Everyday isn't so wonderful without our battles and arguments. Sometimes i just don't wanna talk anymore 'cause i know we will just argue again but still we end up arguing 'cause im not saying anything!
 

Hay naku. I really, really dunno what to do. Nakakaloka!

Super Duper Cheesy

i have just deleted my old Plurk account. i also deactivated my old Facebook account.
i know this is sooo wrong. but i love him, im sorry. i'll do whatever he suggests me to do.
he deleted his. so i deleted mine as he suggested. Fair enough.
i lost contacts with some friends.
but its okay, he's here. and we're okay, finally....

Thanks to some friends who were just around the corner.
And to some friends who might be islands apart, yet they're always
there for me to console me when im lonesome.

i've been feeling sooo empty these couple of weeks back.
i feel so emotionally devastated and i went nuts!
but thanks, i've been through it already.
i thought im losing him but i've been firm.
i still have him.
and probably, we'll be together
till the feeling gets weak
and the love expires..
Goodluck to me, LOL.

Michael Jackson Died at 50

 

1958-2009

i was shocked as I opened my yahoo messenger account and saw the news on the Yahoo insider. OMG! i know he will die young but not 18 days before his concert tour!

Checking on Twitter, he is twitted Trending Topics. Everywhere, he is the talk of the people. 

It is so sad that the renowned King of Pop behind his controversies has died. I know he will be gone forever but not his music that has become a legend especially that Thriller song which brought the prisoners of Cebu in fame.

We won't be seeing him dancing his moonwalk anymore but it will always be danced forever.

Goodbye, Michael (as if close tayo).. 

Rest In Peace

Absence Makes the Heart Grow Fonder

Absence Makes the Heart Grow Fonder... And the Sex a Hell of a Lot Wilder!

Look, i know damn right that you know what i'm talking about. Well, long-distance relationship. Do you feel those lonely nights when you are tossing and turning in bed thinking that "how i wish i could feel his warm embrace?" Waaaah! And when you go out, go to the mall and see couples hold hands, you suddenly miss him cuz he never takes his hands off you when you're walking around? Darn! The moments when you talk on the chatroom and you see him on his webcam and you're wishing you could just grab him and take him to your side. Huhuhu. 

Indeed, absence makes the heart grow fonder, in other way it makes my heart aches sooo much like never before. Being away from the person that you love is sooo odd. You know, you have been together like every minute of everyday and suddenly he's sooo away. That is sooo wrong. Demmet! And all you gotta do is try to keep yourself busy just to divert your thoughts of him, and so that you can forget the ache that you feel in your heart. emo 

I did a lot of things to eventually help me forget that im longing for him. I go to the bars and talk to other men out there. I tried to drink beer with the gays and try to laugh out e'rything. I get drunk and throw up after. Then there goes again, his face haunts me. It feels like im in a huge empty space and no one is around to grasp and i feel like im floating and will be falling out of nowhere. It is so vague but its the emptiness that engulfs me. 

Ang uber akting kooo. As if im not goin to see him for a lifetime ahaha! It just felt so odd cuz we've been together, you know, everyday then suddenly he disappears. That's what's up. I cant eat my meals, cant go to bed on time and i cry and  cry each night. 

Yes, absence makes the heart grow fonder and makes the most incredible mind-blowing sex. Arrrrrrr!

After writing this, im already thinking of kinky things. guess you already know what im gonna do to him when we see each other again LOL

amishoo bibi

Tagalog Pick Up Lines

1. you’re like my kulangot… because you’re so hard to get
2. you’re like my kuto… I can’t get you out of my head
3. you’re like my pustiso…. I can’t smile without you
4. you’re like a suppository… you bring out what’s bad in me
5. you’re like a yosi vendor… you give me HOPE & MORE
6. you’re like Ovaltine… I just can’t get enough
7. you’re like my bra… salo-salo mo ang dibdib ko
8. you’re like my shoes… you’re always there wherever I go
9. you’re like constipation… you take my breath away
10. you’re like my sweat… you relieve me when I’m hot
11. you’re like Extelcom… you never stop caring about me
12. you’relike SM… because you’ve got it all
13. you’re like a Balikbayan Box… because I get excited when you arrive
14. you’re like a jingle joke… you bring the corny out of me

reblogged from superrrgirl

Hayden Kho Scandals

 Hayden Kho

Hayden Kho* This guy is such a big fan of himself. Why the heck is that?! LOL. With all those videos wide spreading the internet and all of those videos I have watched, i can see that he loves putting a hidden camera in his closet or elsewhere just to record his filthy love sessions with his partners. Damn, what on Earth a doctor wants to do with those videos? To see later that he got PERFORMANCE?! LOL! Is he trying to be an amateur porn star? Maybe he would contact those porn movie makers and include himself as one of the porn models. I dont get why he misbehaves that way? After that suicide attempt has he became a paranoid? Undeniably, he is considered as the Edison Cheng of the Philippines. Scandalous and promiscuous.

Katrina Halili

Katrina Halili* I really, really pity this girl. She's sexy and stunning. But she fell inlove with this Hayden Kho-pal. I know she was informed that their love session was videotaped. Its evidently shown in the video that Hayden and she has the knowledge of it for she was actually dancing with him in front of it. I can tell that she's quite a good partner in bed LOL. Hayden has done a lot to her during their lovemaking LOL. Pathetic Katrina, she was trying to prevent that video to come out and denying it but it was too late.

Maricar Reyes

Maricar Reyes* A commercial model and a medical practitioner herself. I first saw her in the Pond's commercial and was able to see her more when she did the role of Candy in the recently concluded I Love Betty La Fea. Im so sad to hear that this beautiful model and doctor has fallen into the trap of a filthy predator by the name of Hayden Kho. Their sex tape is now on demand and the rumors spread like wildfire in the forest.

Mariana Del Rio

Mariana Del Rio* I dont feel sorry for her. She's an alien and i dont care if she has been a love toy for whoever. But this Samba girl, a Brazilian model, also has a share of the wacko doctor's meat. i wanna puke! 

Not so long ago, she was rumored to be Cezar Montano's other girl. Well i didnt know the details.I just saw her on the Lactacyd TV commercial and i thought she's no biggie. But damn, i saw the video and OMG! She has PERFORMANCE! I was entertained really LOL. Although i can only see half of their bodies but she can bend like a bitch (a female dog)! 

If i were to choose among the three videos, i'll go for the Hayden Kho-Maricar Reyes video. These two are doctors from the Royal and Pontifical University! Its more scandalous for these professionals to have this video spreading the internet. With Katrina Halili, its not scandalous anymore for what would you expect. She's a sexy star and an FHM model and its not really disturbing. But Maricar Reyes, she's a medical practitioner and Hayden Kho, a dermatologist. Geeeez! Its the best among the video scandals that I watched.

But hey, it doesnt mean that i favor this whacko's misbehaviors. I admit that i had a tiny crush on him when he was still wholesome but after seeing those sex videos, i had damn regrets i admired him. Sen. Bong Revilla called this guy a maniac and petitioning the PRC to remove his license. I just LOLed. Yeah, the PRC should do something about this. His misdemeanors are now quite annoying. I have too much animosity for him. I just pray that he's not starting to make this as a bedrock of his blackmail plan to Dra. Vicky Belo. You know, one day he would ask Vicky to get back to him or else another video of him and Vicky will come out. Hahaha.. Lets sit and wait for the next events.


My analysis upon this  scenario:


If you are a fan and a persistent observer of a scandal, sexual pleasure; a fascinated observer of distressing, sordid or scandalous events, You are having Voyeurism.


And if you have a psychological disorder causing a compulsion to show the genitals in public and/or showing sexual activities in the public, you are an Exhibitionist.


So you, who watch the Exhibitionist's video is a voyeur! hahaha!

To Hayden Kho -> Nice try Doc! Those were really nice nice jobs if not documented. See? All men tend to do the same only they dont set up cameras to show their "stuff". I just wanna say, Goodluck to your career Doc! keep those videos coming LOOOOL! I was just kidding.

To Katrina Halili -> You had a nice eat-all-you-can treat to Hayden Kho-pal. Next time, make a better excuse than denying the existence of an already existent thing. I mean, you said there's no such video and you're not in the video but i caught you there as wild as a sow!

And to the politicians trying to meddle in this issue -> Obviously 2010 is fast coming up. Epal.

I cant post the download links for the sex videos in this blog. Proceed to Wordpress for the links. Enjoy downloading pervs!

Happy Birthday Doña Dionisia Pacquiao

i dont wanna make okray on her birthday, but i just wonder if they are related to each other. I mean, Nanay Dionisia and Pokwang.. they look alike LOOOOOOOOL.

Anyway, she's a damn lucky mother. Pacman made her momma proud. She reminds me of my granpa's

sister who has a factory for ice buko.That's it! Dont ask why..

Happy Birthday Doña Dionisia!

Share your blessings haha!

International Bloggers Community

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4. Answer the four questions following these Rules.
5. Recruit at least seven (7) friends on your Blog Roll by sharing this with them.
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Questions & Your Answers:
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Retrieve Yahoo Password: contact the CSR

I have this old, old yahoo account - probably registered 6 years ago and i was still using it in some social networking sites. Now the problem is, i forgot my password on this certain networking site and the only way to recover the said password is through sending a password reset requisition to the email address that i am using on the site. Apparently, there's another problem went thru, i tried requesting for a password reset to be sent on my yahoo account and so it says it was sent to my mail. So i went to yahoomail and logged in to my account, and unfortunately, i realized that i already lost the password that i have registered with that yahoo account. So i wondered, Is there anyway to retrieve a forgotten yahoo password? The first thing that came into my mind was, search google with keyword retrieve yahoo password. Man there was like a myriad of links discussing about this password retrieval. I clicked on one link and it has given procedure on how to request password retrieval on yahoo using another yahoo account. Sounds cool. . Yeah, but do you think there's another way of retrieving your yahoo password than contacting the yahoo Customer Support? Apparently, its a kind of scam.  

The following explains this:

So the procedures are written in a page where you can find a lot of advertisements, probably a blog or something. I am sure that the person who is making this trick is also making a lot of money by posting such write up since there's a lot of stupid people still searching methods on how to retrieve their lost yahoo password and yet trusting unto this scam.

Google search keyword: hack yahoo password

This is the phrase i used in the search tab and it directed me to Google page with a bunch of links with the same title as my keyword.

It is possible and it is easy. This way of hacking into Yahoo email accounts was brought to my attention by a friend of mine who is a bit of a computer wizard. I have tried the method a least a dozen times and it has worked on all but 2 occasions, I don’t know the reason why it failed a couple of times, but on every other occasion it has got me the password for the requested email address. This is how it is done:

Nice story and sort of convincing if you aren't analytical.

STEP 1- Log in to your own yahoo account. Note: Your account must be at least 30 days old for this to work.

Well, he just doesn’t want us to make a new ID and try. This 30 day clause will tempt us to try with our really working ID's. Nice trick.

STEP 2- Once you have logged into your own account, compose/write an e-mail
to: RETRIVE_PASS_KEY_CGI_BIN@yahoo.com This is a mailing address to the Yahoo Staff. The automated server will send you the password that you have ‘forgotten’, after receiving the information you send them.

Hello, that cheats! Why should yahoo make a mailbox that'll attend to a customer's password reset?. Yahoo can surely do it with a simple webpage. So apparently it’s the hackers email address. Yahoo wont allow users to create email ids with “yahoo” string any where in the email. You will see several variations of this email like yah00, etc. So its not a legitimate yahoo email account.

STEP 3- In the subject line type exactly: ” PASSWORD RECOVERY”

Apparently, the hacker wants to filter those mails coming from those idiots who believed in his scam.

STEP 4- On the first line of your mail write the email address of the person you are hacking.

Cool. As if he can truly hack the account of your victim LOOOOOOOOOL

STEP 5- On the second line type in the e-mail address you are using.

Haha! This kinda intrigued me really. why do i have to provide my yahoo email address? I want to get the password of my old account, not the one im currently using.

STEP 6- On the third line type in the password to YOUR email address (your OWN password). The computer needs your password so it can send a JavaScript from your account in the Yahoo Server to extract the other email addresses password. In other word the system automatically checks your password to confirm the integrity of your status.

I LOLed, why do you have to disclose your password? Yahoo already has records of your account and doesnt need to ask for your password. this really what makes it suspicious, and if you cant get it still, oh well.. you are really, really stupid!

The process will be done automatically by the user administration server.

What?! Hoo-waw, thats a nice server, man

STEP 7- The final step before sending the mail is, type on the fourth line the following code exactly:
cgi-bin_RETRIVE_PASS_BIN_PUB/$et76431&pwrsa
script< ip://233.243.2.34/cgi-bin/start?
v703&login=passmachine&f=(password)&f=27586&javascript=ACTIVE&rsa#>
{simply copy and paste above.}

well, its just adding a little HTML stuff to make it sound technical so he can gain the victim's confidence.

so for example if your yahoo id is :
David_100@yahoo.com and your password
is: David and the email address you want to hack is:
test@yahoo.com then
compose the mail as below:

To: RETRIVE_PASS_KEY_CGI_BIN@yahoo.com
bcc: cc: (Don’t write anything in cc,bcc field)
Subject: ” PASSWORD RECOVERY ”
test@yahoo.com
David_100@yahoo.com
David
cgi-bin_RETRIVE_PASS_KEY_CGI_BIN/$et76431&pwrsa
script< ip://233.243.2.34/cgi-bin/start?
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Haha! He really wants to make you do it accurately so he gave you that example. thanks!

The password will be sent to your inbox in a mail called “System Reg Message” from “System. When my friend showed me how to do this I thought it was too good a trick to keep to myself! Just try and enjoy!

LOOOOOOOOOL! There's no other way retrieving your yahoo account password than contacting the Yahoo Customer Support! Geeez! as if i have never been an Email and Chat Support for not knowing how these things work. If you notice, every time you log on to your yahoomail account, you get to see this I can't access my account  link. if you try click it, it will direct you to a page which has something there that asks you What's the problem you are experiencing? You just have to select the I forgot my yahoo password and it will take you to the page asking for your yahoo ID and a CAPTCHA code. See? CAPTCHA prevents spam/scam, reason that the procedure is rather legitimate. 

What made me bump into this scam? Okay, I lied. Its not my account that has lost its password. Actually, i wanna hack someone else friendster account. there are some tutorials but apparently, now and then Friendster alters its script so hacking procedures aren't really working most of the time. So what i did was try to steal the user's password of the yahoo account that he has used as login email on his friendster. Well, good luck to me. I cant ever make it. Hacking is a bad idea. So folks, stop it! LOL Dont try to hack someone else' friendster account if you are just going to delete his/her account. In my case, i just want to view his private -photos LOOOOL. Because i've requested access for it and he wouldn't lemme view them. Sad.

I just realized, understand the word PRIVATE. If its private, its not meant to be shown or heard okay?

Gay Lingo

The Filipino gay community has invaded the complex society that we are belonged these days, probably well-known from using bizarre languages that they have created in which case I so wonder how these people understand each other though they came from different places of different dialects. I wonder how did this gay lingo evolved in their own subculture. But what amazes me is that this language is not exclusive for these gays anymore. Eventually, the people who get to be around them gradually learned the nature and the context of the language.

I have first heard of gay lingo when I was in first year high school. That time, I was on the brim of realization that I’m starting to admire the same sex. I was curious at first. I saw how these local gays go to my school and manage the preparation for each school activities such as beauty competition, cultural presentations and other art related activities. Feeding my curiosity, I managed to keep up with these gays. I have been stalking them since I want to know their stuff. I learned that they're fabulous make-up artists, graceful dancers and singers, and the ones you consider could crack a very funny joke amidst silence. So I somehow learned their ways and perhaps their language. I have been speaking the gay lingo in my own ways and I was really amazed that they could still get what I’m trying to say!

       
          "Jugi, mating jokaw kng subashibels. Nalu-ords akis"

          "Was dates jugels"

          "Getlak na lng jokaw sa balayba kay pudra  
           kes"

          "Shaina Magdayao akis, jokaw na lng she"

          "Wikikik na lng mag-anik anik jugi!"

          "More suba na lng ka nutres hahaha!"

          "Wasiwas buking. Ampa na lng tayes!"

If you notice, the language is just about the play of words and a little bit of portmanteau. If you are straight and hadn't been with the company of a gay ever since, you’d never make heads or tails when you hear them talking. Their language is not genuine, of course. It is derived from the Filipino or from its dialects like "LA-MUN" to "LAPOK" or "LAFANG", same with "TULOG" to BUR-LOG". Apparently, it is altered but then the words still sound alike.

I am proud to admit that in reality, I am gay. Every day, I do all the gayest things a guy can do. Gay lingo is just part of my life and my way of self-expression. It is an art. The art of creating a unique channel of communication which only our fellows could understand, that is if others still don't.

I can give you some vocabulary of this language, at least you will have an idea that we are mocking you on your face when you hang out with us LOOOL.

          anik/anis - ano (what)

          itek/itetch/itey - ito (this)

          juding/judai/jugels/jokla/becky - not only referring to gays but also commonly used
          by gays to address someone regardless of gender.

          pagoda cold wave lotion - pagod (tired)

          feel/bet/tipilya - type, gusto (admire/like)

          imbudo/imbyerna/warla - asar (irritated)

          pokita mirasol/pokie - pokpok (prostitute)

          chapter/chaka/chap - panget (ugly)

          x-men - previously straight, turned to gay

          paminta - silahis (bisexual)

          shiboli/cornetto - Tomboy/T-bird

          wrangler/mashunda - matanda (old)

          jamaica/jutay - maliit (small)

          antibiotic - antipatika (bitch)

          Jolina Magdangal/Julie Andrews - nahuli sa akto ( caught in the act)

          Charing/Charot/etchos/Charus - biro lang (joke)

          cornbits/bobita - bobo (idiot)

          Crayola - iyak (cry)

          boda/hada - blowjob

          Reyna Elena - ulan (rain)

          kyawti - mabaho ( stinky)

          jowa/jowawee/jowaers - karelasyon (bf/gf)

          Kuya Germs - madumi (dirty)

          mudra/maderaca - nanay (mother)

          ketay - telepono (celfone)

          that's Entertainment/Dutch/Anda/datung/Ukani - pera (money)

Some phrases that would help:

         
          Warla ang facelak - Mukhang galit (Mad Face)

          Gora tayes - Alis tayo (Lets go)

          Suba muna akis - Yosi muna ako (I'll just puff a cigarette)

          Witchell na - Wag na (Nevermind)

          Bet mo ba ma-boogie wonderland? - Gusto mo bang mabugbog? (Would you like to
          be beaten up?)

I believe speaking this kind of language is incredibly fun.  And undeniably, gay lingo or gay speak is cool to learn because it is like a fad that people wanted to get involved with. Every day, another word is formed, and it continues to grow and evolve until it creates a dictionary of its own.

Things I Did Today

• i washed the dishes in the morning.
• i made coffee
• went back to bed.
• woke up and ate lunch.
• started Plurking...
• posted some photos and quotes on Tumblr.
• posted some updates on Twitter.
• went to the bathroom. took a shower.
• started chatting on Yahoo Chat
• felt boredom so i watched a film, The Devil Wears Prada.
  
• started texting my hunnypie, it happened i ran out of load on my Smart phone. 
• So i went outside and got loaded.
• Plurking again
• made coffee
• took photos everywhere
• edited my CSS for Tumblr... i just want a sidebar.
• ate dinner
• received a call from my hunnypie. been talking over the fone for 30 mins.
• updated Blogger.
• a lot more to do later....

Once There Was A Night

Something weird happened last night. Yeah, weird. I rarely see him cry. He's a tough guy. He doesn't appreciate the word "TEARS". You cant hurt him 'cause if you do, you'll end up in the hospital just when your nose is squirting of blood.

Okay, 'twas like 2 in the midnight. He just arrived from a fraternity assembly and again, he's drunk. He's always drunk. He's alcoholic. I hate him for that. But i can do nothing. I've been insinuating him to stop drinking liquors for years now.  I'm staring at him, he's so thin. I've been suspecting that he's taking any prohibited drugs lately. But i cant find a way to discover any substantial proof to prove my suspicion. He's secretive. He still has secrets he wasn't able to confide. Its been so long that we had been together and everyday there's something new about him. Something that amazes me.

I'm set to leave Manila 11am Sunday before lunch. This is whole week plan and he agreed to that. He knows the reason. I got a family problem and i am needed to be home. So yes, he lemme get my plane ticket and even encouraged me to apply for a two-week Leave of Absence from work. I did. two-weeks must be too long. But he said, i need rest. I need two-weeks in order to be replenished. that was sweet.

So here's what happened. I'm talking to an online buddy in the Yahoo Chatroom. I get to talk to this guy like every night. So its just sooo normal that night. Now my guy is tellin' me some stuff that are so vague.

Him: Will you shut it off? I need you here.

Me: hunny lay down there okay. matulog ka na.
Him: Let's talk. Kausapin mo ko. Wag mong kausapin ang iba. dimo naman yan
kakilala!
Me: Talk about what? lagi naman tau nag-uusap ah.

Silence. After five minutes, i heard him sobbing.  I looked back.. i know he's crying. I dunno why. I want to ask him. i cant say a word. I cant even move. I want to hug him but i cant walk near him. I was staring at him for twenty minutes. He's still sobbing. i approached him at last.

Me: Hunny what's wrong?
Him: (sobbing)
Me: Anong drama na naman toh? Pede ba wag ka na mag-inarte. Di bagay sau.
Him: (wiping his tears)
Me: You want to say something?
Him: (Looking up at the ceiling).
Me: (Looked up at the ceiling as well. I see two lizards. Love lizards maybe.)
Him: Its odd that we are together 24 hours a day but we rarely get to talk. You are
so close yet  it seems like you're miles away .
Me: kumakanta ka ba?
Him: Im serious.  I know wala akong kwentang kakwentuhan. But sometimes i need
somebody to listen to my twaddle. I feel so alone. sometimes i think, are we still
together? Is it just all about sex? No i dont like the idea. Kelan pa ba tau nagsimula. I
lost count na nga e. We've been thru everything di ba. You're there while im here
and we still feel each other. Bakit ba ayoko makipag-split. Bakit ba ayoko
makipaghiwalay. Kaya ko naman e. Kayang-kaya ko. Kaso nasanay na ata ako sa
ganito. Pag nag-split tau baka ma-shock ako (smiles). Baka sa sobrang shock ko
magka-nervous breakdown ako (he laughed). Sabi ko kaya ko di ba. Mali ata ako.
Nakakainis. Kung ginayuma mo ko sana ibigay mo na saken yong antidote. Kasi
nao-overdose na ako sa gayuma mo e.

Silence.
I dunno what to say. This is weird. He cant be serious. he never was. But he cried. He must not be making some high drama...

I felt like I cant breathe..

My chest is aching..

felt like something in it is crushed..

I ended up crying as well.

I remember what a blogger friend, Cap Limau, has told me: "Sometimes you need to talk so you'll know what makes him hurt. And so he'll know what makes you hurt."
Indeed, we need to talk. We need communication. we are so close yet it seems like we are so far from each other.

What I Think About Having Superpowers

You stared at a mug on a table two meters away from you, it floated  upward as you control its movement in the air with your mind. You shifted your eyes to the wall and the mug hits there and it shattered into pieces.

I have watched X-Men and Heroes on tv and characters on both shows are absolutely out of this world. They make things move using their minds. They make fire and ice. You wish you are Storm (X-Men) who can control the weather or can stop the flow of time around him like Hiro Nakamura (Heroes). If you wish you had superpowers, what superpower would you want to have?

Atmokinesis is the mental manipulation of the atmosphere and weather. Using this extraordinary ability, you can control nature's elements and manipulate rainfall and cause thunder and lightnings. Storm by the X-men actually possesses this kind of extraordinary ability thats why she is considered as a mutant weather manipulator. This superpower could really influence the fate of so many lives on earth.So if you can manipulate weather, how will people react to this? Two reactions: They wont believe you and They will believe you.

They wont believe that you can hack weather but rather think that you do this crap and is under the influence of alcohol or drugs. Or they might believe you, but they will consider you as a witch. A person who can make magic and spells. Thus, your magic has changed the weather. After playing with the weather for a few months, you will feel bored. Other than making a few interesting weather patterns, what can you do with atmokinesis? It can’t make you rich or irresistibly seductive. And you don’t really hit bad guys with the weather, unless you flood a nation, which will kill a lot of innocent flora and fauna in the process.

Chronokinesis is a gift to control time. You can slow down the time and move faster than others. This ability seems powerful when fighting with a bunch of bad guys. But what if there’s no bad guy? Maybe it’s still practical since we can work faster. But those who slow down time also grow old faster than others in normal time frame. Imagine living one year in one second of normal time. You’re getting old pretty fast in a blink.

Mind control is really something cool. You can make pretty girls/rich guys attracted to you or make others behave the way you want. You might even get rich or powerful if you use this ability skilfully. But that’s cheap. Life isn’t fun and challenging anymore if you cheat this way. It’s like being able to defeat Superman in 5 seconds. There’s no suspense and story development anymore.

If you have superpower, your life is of course not normal. You'll be responsible for everything that you do especially when it cause things to be messed up. As Peter Parker or Spiderman puts it: With great power comes great responsiblity.

Superpowers do not make you a powerful human being. It makes you a loser since you might ruin innocent lives and create abnormal occurrences in the natural earth set up. Only those characters on tv that have superpowers are cool. Because they were made heroes and saviors. But still, sometimes they can cause danger even if they have to be heroes.

We are ordinary human beings but we do have superpowers in each of us. Your uniqueness and skills can be your great powers. Your intelligence and talents. It can influence other people and probably wont cause such tremendous harm depending on how you apply it. 

Having extra abilities is just a dream. For me, if you can make normal things abnormal, you're no hero. You are evil. It is just those super cool computer generated effects on movies that make these superheroes look so powerful. It is how they make money, satisfying the moviegoers' fantasy of flashy characters with superpowers. Its cool to watch these kind of movies, but then we should stop believing that having superpowers is cool 'cause its dangerous. 

i Tweet in my thoughts

i used to Plurk, just plurk. But when i was in the verge of loving it, there comes Twitter. Another site where you can publish all your high-drama telenovela type of everyday life story. If you'd ask me which is better, i prefer plurk. No more reactions. In plurk, you can tweak everything on your page. On twitter, your privilege is limited. You cant use emoticons, you cant post pictures in thumbnails. If you do, it comes in a link that you have to click inorder to view it. It sucks. But there's also one thing i like about this Twitter site: there's a lot of famous celebrities using it. My fave radio jocks are also using twitter to get responses from their listeners about their radio show. When you start following these people, you actually see their tweets on your homepage. And whats cool, they follow your tweets back! Britney is following me on twitter and lady gaga is following me as well. So nice!

I said, i prefer PLURK over Twitter. But i still update my twitter account cause i discovered that i can also promote my blog there. Each post i made here is surely linked in twitter. So i get these people from other parts of the world as frequent visitors of my blog. Coolness.

 

Plurk or twitter? I'd choose PLURK. But Twitter is cool.