You might have experienced the feeling of being left out when other sections have already reached the peak of their lesson while yours is just starting off at the bottom. You might be asking your teacher a question like, “Ma’am, are we there yet?” Well that’s totally ...
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I really did wish I never knew you. What am I saying? Do I really know you? I'm goin' bonkers again. I haven’t met you yet! Hey self! Are you mental? Lemme clear that. I’ve seen you around here (cyberspace, on the wall in my bed room, on my TV) but I haven’t met you yet in person. ...
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I sit here today, and at this age, I have absolutely NO IDEA who I definitely am. But I know what I stand for, I know what I believe. I know that there are things I did in the past that were not right, or fair. I have made mistakes. In 20 years, I’ll look back at the boy sitting ...
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I always thought people lie to avoid causing pain. I thought people lie to hide a hurtful truth. But it seems you lie to cause pain. You lie to hurt me. You know the truth would hurt me a lot less than all the lies you tell. You know. You just don’t care. You love to lie, more than you love me. ...
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“How do friendships survive a subtle infusion of love? And what’s to become of a friendship hampered by one-way romance? In every relationship, I think, one loves the other “more,” but the gestalt wonderland of togetherness seems always to overwhelm any discrepancies. A starry night made better by ...
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My ex-boyfriend. I just don’t really think of him like I used to. This month was the month it all fell apart. Just now, as I thought of him it was more of an “oh yeah, he exists” and it happened only because of Facebook. Then I realized, I just don’t think about him anymore. He seems so far away ...
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If you’ve read my blog for 5 minutes you probably recognize the ease in which I jump in head first allowing myself to be all consumed by love and new relationships. I think first with my heart (and probably my anus a little too, not gonna lie) and I land myself in some of the most sticky of situations. No ...
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07.25.10 I had a very strange dream last night. It was so vague that I can barely remember the details of that dream. But there were two very important scenarios that puzzled me. The dream was set on a plateau, on the abandoned sugarcane mill, under which has a long river. There were three or more ...
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I shouldn’t want things I can’t have. That is how life goes. This is a frustrating thing that I keep battling. It isn’t jealousy… It is more anger and upset and feeling “wronged”… I’m ashamed that I even let myself not just be thankful for what I do have. I have a lot to be thankful fo ...
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This morning forced me to do some serious self evaluation. "What are you doing self?" How have you let your anxiety get so bad, self? You were doing pretty well… now you’ve allowed too many stress-causing agents to creep in. I need to rearrange a lot of things in my life. I have to put a lot of ...
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Hello. Wow. Its been quite a while since i posted something here. I have never been too busy my whole life but I just thought of hibernating (in the summer!).. But really, I've been single for months now so there's no more cheesy and high drama stories to tell online. So what's new? Hehe. Nothing much. ...
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